09.16.2016 • a goodbye party

Saturday, September 17, 2016

Hi! Saying goodbye is not my strong suit, I hate it and sometimes (read: most of the time) I start to cry and it gets very ugly. And yes you can cry to the point of being very ugly. How people cry in a movie can be pretty but if you cry in real life it really doesn't look like that, unfortunately. But even though I know that, I looked forward to this day. I had to say goodbye to all my friend and family. AND the most important thing for me about this day was that I had one last FUN day, a day that if you think about it you start to smile. Well, I can tell you one thing, now I am writing this I smile all the time so I think that it succeeded. 

Saying goodbye doesn't mean you never see someone ever again. It's just a see you later and with this in my head I could only enjoy this day, every second of it. I love my friend and family, now when I write this I start missing them but that is only a good thing. That means that I love them and that I can't wait to see them again, sometime in March.

At first I didn't want a goodbye party, it felt so stupid to give a party only because I am leaving, but after all, thank you mom. I love it - it was one of the best days ever.

Love, Renée


Post a Comment

Latest Instagrams

© RENÉE RAADSHEER. Design by Fearne.